well that was hard, and emotional, and hideous.
we sat on a bench for an hour in silence. not once did you apologise. when i walked away i thought in my head.. if this were a movie i would turn around and you would be chasing me to make it all better. but i didnt want to be dissapointed so i didn’t turn round. you chased. and you caught up. and still you didnt apologise. i asked you why you came after me, and you said you didnt want to leave things that way. then a little further on you said.. urrm bye. this is where i am getting my lift. i should of known you still dont give a shit.
not going to lie.. i have cried alot. but thats it, done now. blocked of fb and skype and you are only home until the end of july. i guess i will never see you again. and as much as that hurts. i also know that it is a good thing. i need closure and i need to move on, and heal myself from the things you have said to me.
be good to me. i really need to earn some money from those listings.
got my first year undergrad results today. hello 2:1. AWW YEAHHHHHH
'medium brown' hairdye has come out more like ebony black. i'm kind of nervous to go out later now.. i'm not sure i like it.
its like mess making whilst tidying. THIS IS SO LONG.